Tired Soul

Yesterday I found out I did not get the job I've been banking on since March. To say the least I was upset and angry at them for stringing me along. So now I am looking for other options and it is exhausting. If anyone has any leads let me know! My health insurance runs out tomorrow so guess what I am doing today?!?! Going to the doctor! My eyes have been itchy and now I have a small bump outside of the one so I want to get it checked out while I still have time. Insurance wise I have a 60 day grace period to buy Cobra if I am on the way to the hospital or something. I have to purchase insurance within 60 days or they won't cover any pre-existing conditions (ugh). So I am trying my hardest to let God take the reins but all I want is for Him to throw me a bone! Everything so far this year has been so hard I need a break! I haven't been sleeping well and I think it's because I haven't been exercising since I no longer have a gym (went away when I graduated) and I can't exercise outside because of the pollen allergies. Something has to go right soon, right?