Thursday, May 31, 2007
Allergy sufferer, exhausted woman
I am tired. Exhausted to be exact. I need God to throw me a bone. My eyes started swelling/turning red 2 days ago so I went to the doc since my insurance ran out today. Here it's just allergies but hardcore so I am on eye drops and I can't get my contacts to stay in so lovely glasses it is. Then I found out my ex, John, is deploying again. He's going to be in Fayetteville Sunday so I may go there since it's been over a year. It always scares me when he leaves because he is special forces. So we talked from like 1:15 am -2ish am this morning and then my laptop died. So now I have a loaner (for the 3rd time in 1 month). I am trying to find a job (thanks to anyone who has given leads) and deciding my living situation for the next 2 months. Then my dad called and stressed me out with money talk and telling me to do common sense things I've already been doing. I ended up yelling at him and hanging up. I sent an apologetic e-mail but I am just so exhausted emotionally, physically and mentally I can't function. Tomorrow I work 7am-1pm, 2:45pm-4pm, 5:30-whenever the parents get back so I won't have any rest in the near future. Not to mention my body is being weird for some reason (prob stress) and I can't eat much and when I do I tend to get sick. AHHHH! I just need a break here somewhere. Pray for me!
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